Too selfless; too giving to others than to my self nor my family,
Maybe this is a purpose. That I have withheld in me because I know that people will be richer than they are with my help, only to relieve the pain. Or maybe the way for me to retrieve what I have lost;
He has moved on to someone else and so should I have someone else to hold on to but now that I am trying to find it, I’ve been tired of waiting pushing myself to even further to still keep on trying because I know I will regret it if I will just quit on what I have worked on so far.
Don’t I deserve departure from sadness?
I am happy,
Will that be enough?
The fullness of my joy shall be obsolete when the time comes that I have accomplished my task.
What will happen next?
I am not a person of patience;
Patience is not a virtue of mine.
But I truly would like to hold on.
Because I truly think it should be worth it in the end.
To think that there are so many inspirations everywhere and you just have to do something about what they say and prove it. Show them that they have worked their tongues off to push you to pursue the things you are determined to finish. With that kind of push; you can never go wrong. You can definitely do it. Thank you miss for this wonderful session. Makes me want to continue my number one motto and mission in life: Give everyone the ultimate happiness that I can give. #Cheesy #Memorable #Inspiring #Happiness #Gratification #Amazing #WeAreGoingToMissYou #Selfie #BestProf #NoJoke #WorthIt #GoodJob #GiveAndTake 😍📯🔑🔦💡🎅🏆 #GoForGold #Pressure #LastClass #NeverGoodbye #KeepInTouch (at Miguel Building)
My heart has been craving for it since,
Perhaps I can see between the lines of this life,
When you’re crumbling and all you need is shelter, somewhere to belong even if you know that you belong at least.
You don’t know you’re lost and it’s uncertainty.
All you have are shadows that have bound you to keep what you should feel.
You would not want to show it because you may not know what to say or what to watch before your eyes when the answer comes.
I’m going to be done soon,
And when this ending comes,
A new beginning, a new strife,
New challenges await me but I am not even ready to face tomorrow, with a smile in my heart.
Could a smile on my face suffice?
Could this feeling be enough to make me survive from day to day?
Could this sweet nothing be all I have,
When I think that brokenness confines me to bear the pain because I claim to want it?
Having to accept the fact that you are just indeed human.
The possibilities of life are endless and I’m just sure that I will not give up this fight.
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Soon before long, the world will end, and I believe that by then is my greatest fear.
I’m not afraid of heights, insects nor a claustrophobic.
We tend to stop ourselves from doing the things we want to do;
For the sake of others, and for the clearance of reputation that we bring to the table.
This time take the chance to do the risk;
Be the risk for others.
Me, as a person has always been a giver,
Someone who always cared for the people outside me, than my own.
And those instances are:
The times you just want to replace the pain;
With your own joy.
The times you would want to do everything for them;
Just to make them realize that you’re always there.
You want to make them feel that you never leave;
To make them notice your existence is something relevant.
Even a little bit.
You’d just want to shout at the top of your lungs,
or tell them how you feel;
or make them experience what you long for them;
and that you long for them;
You’re afraid with what they may say.
You’re afraid of the rejection.
You’re afraid that they may not appreciate it;
nor recognize that it was there.
When you see somebody they give more attention to,
You feel neglected, disregarded and just unimportant.
You feel that you’re just a blur in this crowd of people;
Just a breeze of air that passed through someone’s space;
But you continue on “mustering this ounce of confidence that you have” ;
that one day, it will all boil down to what you’ve done;
to what your intensive strength and efforts has accomplished.
No matter how exaggerated,
No matter how irritated they are,
No matter how difficult you feel inside,
No matter how crazy you can still get and psychotically paranoid you’ve become,
or just plain psycho.
You find yourself taking those endless chances,
Putting matters in your own hands
Trying to strive for what you think is right,
Being in your most utter self,
is and will be the gift of selflessness.